Sometimes in life it takes me a minute to see all the beautiful blessings that are placed in front of me. I take so much time thinking about what could/should have been and wishing for so much and fail to see the beauty right in front of me. I forget to say thank you for even the simple things. Even after the amazing life lesson of losing my dad and realizing how much I had but missed out on I still find myself failing to see the things and saying the things I need and want to say. This blog entry was the final writing before I left Salt Lake to go to Cali... I wrote it earlier this week and just didnt have time to post it so here it is, it is just a bunch of things I want to say to the people who matter the most to me!!!
Dad: I know you can hear the desires and intentions of my heart and I just want you to knowt hat I miss you with ever fiber of my being and love you with every ounce of my body... THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!
Mom: Why??? I dont have the answers nor do I understand and I may never. All I can say is why? and yet I still love you, cherish you, & miss you.
Christopher: Thank you. Forever I will stand by you and in gratitude of you. God gave me the best gift June 20, 1992. The love of a brother is so pure and sweet as is the love for a brother. I miss you, I miss the good times we had as well as making memories with you!!! I Love You!
Kristy: How does God know such things, even the simple face that almost 4 years ago I NEEDED you. My life would never be the same without you. My heart would be missing a huge section. You are one of my best friends not just because I can tell you anything or that you know me better then I know myself, but because you know what i am thinking without me saying a word, you make me laugh when I just want to cry. Thank you for blessing not only that you are in my life but the blessing all of your babies are. There have been multiple times where going on seemed impossible and you brought me right back to where I needed to be. I Love You! Please remind the kids often I love them! Thank You for all you do!
Jessica: Where yo begin??? I often wonder why my parents would move me to the middle of no where and no matter how bitter I can be about it I honestly think you were Gods reason for putting me there and for that I am grateful! Without you life would be boring, lonely, and something major would be missing!!! You are my BEST FRIEND! So many times you were my strength when I had none! Thank you for letting me there with you and for you! I Love You! Those 3 words will never be enough to tell you exactly how much you mean to me.
Brandon: In only 5 months you have changed my life in unimaginable ways. You make me smile when I am mad and cry because I am so happy! It has not always been pretty or easy but it has been worth it, every single second of it. You help make me the person I want to be. You bring out the best in me and help me to see the worst. I Love You not just for who you are but for who I am when I am with you! I love the memories we make and the mistakes me make together!!! I Love You, I really do!!!
Leaving is never easy, I am so sad to go and even more excited. There are so many people in my life I could write so much to if I had the time. Just know that I love every single one of you and you are all in my life for a reason. Thank you for being my teachers on this path I am on.
THANK YOU!
THANK YOU!!
THANK YOU!!!
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