Life is beautiful and amazing and always changing! You would think by now I would be used to change and it would not shock me as much as it does, but nope still shocked! This last week life has made an unexpected turn a great one but it came straight up out of left field! My heart is full and I am happy!!! I feel like I am growing and learning so much every single day that I am here!!! I fall more in love with life and all that has been given to me and the people who are in my life.

I totally thought I knew where life was going who would be by my side and what I was doing, well....... in a very loving and crazy way I was shown other wise!

Got to do some more first here in Cali this last couple weeks, I got to watch the sunset over the ocean and it was AMAZING and so beautiful, I got to go to the San Diego Zoo which I have wanted to do for the longest time, and seeing as I went to the San Diego Zoo I of course got to go to San Diego. I also got to experience the best hamburger of my life here at a place called Vine! I never ever want to eat at burger king or carls jr again! Coming home to Utah is going to be a hard thing! One of my good friends was here in Cali this week so I got to have lunch with him 2 times and it was so great to see him and get a little bit of back home! We ate at a place called K'ys and it is on a rooftop right next to the ocean! All I can say is beautiful! Thank you Braxton, I loved spending time with you and getting to see you.

Cameron and Amy are so amazing and I am so thankful for them! They always do everything they can to make sure I feel included and I know that I can turn to both of them for anything (even boy troubles)! I feel like a part of the family and feel so blessed to get to watch Nixon and Elia learn and grow! Can life get better then this? I am sure it can and I love where I am at right now!

For so long I have been hearing how beautiful oceanside and San Diego are and how breath taking, how they are the amazing and stunning and after seeing them I want to ask people if they have ever been to Orange County! I am so blessed to live in the area that I live in! it is the most beautiful part of Southern California that I have ever seen! Nothing beats the beaches or the views of Dana Point and Laguna Beach! I am so so so blessed!!!

Today has been a little bit of a rough day with the emotions, it would have been my dads 50th Birthday and I cant believe he is not here to share it with us! What I would give to wrap my arms around him and tell him how much I love him! I cant believe this is his second birthday gone and that the two year mark for his passing is just around the corner! I really really miss him and hope and pray he sees all the happiness I am getting to experience in my life! I love you so much dad!!! Happy 50th Birthday!!!

I am back to All dark now and I love it!!!

I miss everyone back home a lot and I am so thankful for your love and support! At first I wondered why I felt such a strong need to move and the last 3 weeks I have been here I have seen why! This last week has been such a 180 with a couple things in life that i dont know would have happened had I stayed! So thank you for all the love and support!